Licorice

Taffy pull, sticky gooey, separating the licorice pieces on by one, pulling on them like I was unpeeling a banana, sticky gooey. It smelt like burnt cherries, with remnants of strawberry and anise. I'd been saving this piece. An after swim treat, my lips parched, back sunburnt, a piece of licorice and a cold glass of fizzy strawberry lemonade.

Bright red like the first summer sunset, the glean on the licorice made it even more enticing. Flashes of sweet red sparkled across as I sunk my two front teeth in, gummy along the ridges of my teeth, in my mouth, in my mouth.

I could feel it sticking stubbornly to my molars, I didn't care. I was so happy, under the sun, with my cherry licorice, sticky gooey.

Cherry licorice reminded me of the happy of happiest days, a spin on the coney island carousel, sinking my feet into warm sand, hopping on my bike, riding through late spring New York City streets, alive, curious and filled to the brim with love, a love for all that's simple and good in the world.  -NJ

You are spiced and sweet. Full of color, black beauty. You turn, twist, move with confidence. Mouth fulls of childhood. Stuck on teeth like nostalgia.

A namesake that makes me wonder. Now I am more interested in you without ice. -AD

Twizzlers at the movies. My mom, always, Twizzlers at the movies. She taught me about the drug store before the movies, and stuffing your prizes in your purse so they can't see them or take them from you. It was something to count on, and one way to say I love you is to say, I know what you love. At the drugstore before the car rides my brother and I would pick out the snacks and it was Twizzlers for Mom, always.

Always in the mornings she'd shake me, who loved school but hated waking, even then, ,and sometimes when I wouldn't get up it was a dixie cup of water to the face, the lick of the cold enough to bring me to the world for the day.

Have you ever noticed how Twizzlers smell like crayons? Have you ever in your life met a person who enjoys black liquorice? I hate hating a black anything, but the taste of it is wrong, a factory mistake that somehow people accepted as candy.

Back to the movies with my mom. The rustling susurous of the bag at a quiet part always made me feel more guilty than it should have, how dare my pinky finger twitch inside the bag at the sad quiet part, how dare I crackle crackle, sending nose through the quiet black, cutting the white light with my greed?  -KM

Shoes

Laces frayed, blackened at the ends from being untied too many times, then stepped on. White as vanilla bean, they now had the faint look of age, weathered and tattered from the rain and my hard stride. I felt like a child in them, petite and small against the rest of the world, a timid conversation in a grandiose and vast world. The smell of canvas was strong and deliberate, the soles rubbery and peeled, but I still wore them religiously. They were my Saturday morning shoes. I took them out for a spin with my morning coffee, 2 sugars and whole milk, my Saturday ritual. A moment of routine and familiarity amidst the bombastic New York morning.

The red piping along the edges of my shoe, so subtle but my favorite part. I knew I'd out grow them soon, but for now they would do. -NJ

I take my time deciding. I need to make sure you're the right fit. You like a fun night out, but you feel like regret. Like pain. Superficial confidence, pumped through media images and supermodel dreams, superimposed on my ego. Heel to toe, I am a goddess. Head to toe, I am modest and uncomfortable. I look tall but don't feel grounded. I can't feel ground. I only feel you. -AD

My toe, the second from left on the left foot, hurts, but everyone will look at me if I don't wear shoes today. It's also winter, and even though the bitter bites through the leather, they're necessary, another shield, another coat of armor.

I can smell them wearing down. I wear the brown scuffed boots every day, a creature of habit in a world that wears you down when you stay the same and it changes, but oh well. They're the ones that hurt my toes the least. My stocking-ed feet rub the insides like a mother rubs vix vapor rub on your chest, comforting but the cough is still there. My toe rubs one too many times and I can feel the penny water seeping slowly into the leather but i'm not where i need to be yet, not even close. I'll bleed stubbornly into my old leather boots that carry me daily because I'm cheap and I'm broke and New York City is breaking me slowly, but at least my shoes are broken in, accustomed to the cold of the wind and the wind of the looks from the people. -KM

Group object writing

I think this cold has been wearing us all down. As a resolution to pump us up, myself and two wonderfully talented musician friends, Kim Mayo and Ashni Dave, have decided to embark on a three week journey of daily object writing exercises.

Object writing is a tool used by lyricists and writers, as a way to deep dive into writing. It works upon engaging all of your senses – writing from the perspective of touch, taste, smell, sight, sound, plus two other sense: organic sense which is your awareness of inner bodily functions – pulse, heartbeat, muscle tension, etc. And Kinesthetic sense – roughly your sense of relation to the world around you like when you’re on a train and get seasick, the world around you blurs.

Each day for the next three weeks we'll choose a different object every morning, and writing upon that. Please join us and submit your exercises to us! We want this to be a community experience! I'll be posting our first three object adventures. Yarn, Shoe, and Licorice

Teaching in Red Hook

Super excited to be teaching a some classes at the Jalopy Theatre and School of Music this Spring in Red Hook! 

Starting Monday, March 17th. Jazz Singing and Beginning Solfege and 4 Part Harmony.

Jazz Singing -Intermediate *NEW CLASS*, Jalopy Theatre and School of Music
8PM-9PM MONDAY MARCH 10, 17, 24, 31, APRIL 7, 14, 21, 28 Do you love listening to Frank Sinatra and Ella Fitzgerald? Have you always wanted to sound like them? Well now you can learn how! This workshop focuses on individuals who have a deep love of singing. Some experience is preferred, but not necessary.

cdbaby

Dear friends, family and other lovely people. I'm so excited to announce the official release of my debut album. As of today, you can find it on iTunes, Spotify and CDBaby. Thank you so much to everyone for all your support, it's really been a dream come true to create this project. If you can write a review on iTunes and CDBaby that would be so wonderfully appreciated and will help qualify the music for others:) http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/neha1

Special thanks to all who helped create this record and performed on it: Joe Stewart Katie Seiler Evan Allen Dorsey Bass Rachel Panitch Bobby Spellman Connor Baker

We Shout Love

An addendum to my last post, if you enjoyed the music from either video, you can stream or purchase "We Shout Love" on BandCamp or Soundcloud. "Breathe In," off the celebration video, is available on my new album, due out on January 14th.

This summer I was asked by my dear friend Andrew Bentley to collaborate and write a song based on a video he recorded during a snowy morning in Minnesota where he proposed to his long time girlfriend, Elizabeth Graber. Creating a song to match images and a story was one of the most challenging artistic projects I've encountered yet, but I'm so proud of the work we did to celebrate this union of love. Andrew beautifully re-edited the video to match the crescendos in the music. I hope you love this celebration of love as much as we do! Special thanks to Jared Baca for doing such a beautiful job mixing and recording the song and Rachael Panitch for her gorgeous string playing! Click here to watch the proposal video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O67EMMioL-s Click here to watch the celebration video!: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHQm8Zs2zdU&src_vid=O67EMMioL-s&feature=iv&annotation_id=annotation_2097911521

Surprise Proposal – Music by Neha

Dear friends and fans, 

This summer I was asked by my dear friend Andrew Bentley to collaborate and write a song based on a video he recorded during a snowy morning in Minnesota where he proposed to his long time girlfriend, Elizabeth Graber. 

Creating a song to match images and a story was one of the most challenging artistic projects I've encountered yet, but I'm so proud of the work we did to celebrate this union of love. Andrew beautifully re-edited the video to match the crescendos in the music. I hope you love this celebration of love as much as we do!


Special thanks to Jared Baca for doing such a beautiful job mixing and recording the song and Rachael Panitch for her gorgeous string playing!

We Shout Love, by Neha

Breathe In, by Neha