Teaching Boot Camp

Between yesterday and today, I have taught a total of 14 hours. Tomorrow I will teach 8. I've been here about a week and after tomorrow will have taught about 43 hours over since I arrived. It's nuts to me how much 1:1 teaching I've been doing, especially considering I did not do much of it before. I decided that qualifies as teaching boot camp. Turns out I actually really like teaching and am pleasantly surprised to find that I am really good at it! The students range so much in age and experience, and the language barrier provides an added obstacle at times, but slowly I am learning to get around that too.

I am finding that I especially love teaching in a 1:1 setting, especially older and more serious students. I already see an incredible change in some of my students, even just after 1 lesson. They are like sponges- so excited to be learning and eager to incorporate all of their leanings and practice hard. They stop by in their free time to ask questions, or just say hi, and it's just a wonderful feeling to feel as though you have these wonderful personal and friendly relationships with your students. It makes them feel at ease in their lessons and allows them to be as bold and unreserved when singing and learning.

The rigorous teaching schedule can be taxing for sure. I go at 100% each lesson because I want to make sure the students have the most positive and worthwhile experience they can have learning with me. There are moments where I feel too tired (like right now!) but then when you see your student improve right in front of your eyes you just want to do it all over again because seeing them learn and internalize lessons is honestly the most rewarding experience ever.

There aren't any voice teachers at the school here, so the students have all been very excited to study singing. My schedule has been so full each day that I've had to double, triple and even quadruple up lessons a few times, which has actually been ok. I thought it would be difficult to teach more than one student at once, but surprisingly it's fairly easy, especially I think since everyone is so well-behaved and respectful here.

Of course I have favorites to teach. There's Linia, a beautiful girl and singer. She's so thoughtful, and cares so much about learning and improving. She speak English fluently too so we have gotten to know each other quite well. I love spending time with her and just exchanging stories and laughing. She asked I come to her church with her next Saturday to teach some music. I'm excited and feel so honored to do so!

Then there's Charles, a jazz trumpet player with a beautiful sound. He speaks Spanish too (hurray!) which means I get to practice my Spanish and communicate with him. He's so inquisitive, asks questions, just hoping to take as much in as he can. I played a lot of music for him which I made sure he got, and then we worked on some phrasing and even improvising. It was actually a little daunting at first to try and teach someone about improvising, especially because that is something I very much still need to work on, but once again I know more than I think! We did a few improvising exercises focused on creating clean phrases and leaving space, and the change in his improvising was almost immediate. In some of these cases, I am finding that it's just making students aware, and once they have the awareness they are able to make quick and immediate improvements.

That evening Friendship Jazz was having a concert, so all of the music school planned to go.

The concert was at the stunning Alliance Francois building in downtown Jacmel. Aline told us that the building had been severely destroyed from the earthquake, but had been rebuilt fast.

The building has transportive qualities, a cross between old European architecture, and the sprawling big colorful architecture of tropical Haiti. It actually takes your breath away, old stones set the wall behind the stage, while majestic palm trees provide shade overhead.

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The concert at Alliance Francis was a scene. Everyone and anyone came out, dressed up to the nines. It was really fun to see such a high class social gathering, gave me some more insight into the Haitian community and their livelihood. It did feel very much like a little family. Everyone was talking to each other, getting to know each other. So many of my students were there either performing or watching so it was great to see so many familiar faces!

Friendship Jazz invited me to sing two songs with them - Autumn Leave, and Misty. I was super super nervous, but they were so so incredibly warm and welcoming and the audience was so receptive. It was really amazing to be able to share the stage with my Haitian friends, and I am constantly just astounded by the generosity, humility and kindness of this culture. Performing with Friendship Jazz was an amazing experience, and I hope we are able to work together again in the future!

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After I was done singing, we grabbed some beers and chilled and watched the rest of the set. Haitian music has such complicated polyrhythms - big 2 against 4 against 5. It's fun to try and figure out whats going rhythmically, but I wish that automatically translated into being able to play like that!

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All in all, amazing music, amazing company- one of my favorite nights so far.

Today is another long day of lessons and then I teach choir later this evening which I am looking forward to!

The lessons went smoothly. I had the pleasure of teaching this adorable shy sweet 16 year old boy named Luxama. You just want to squeeze him, he's so precious. He takes his singing so seriously, and has quite a lovely voice and great musicianship. He was painfully shy at first, but now he's opened up a bit and when he smiles at me big with his adorable little gap tooth smile I kind of melt a bit.

Leading a choir was a semi- new experience for me. I definitely have worked with a cappella groups before, but leading a choir on my own was a bit new for me. The number of participants in choir vary each week, and the set up is pretty lax- no really set schedule or repertoire week to week, so it was sort of up to me in terms of what to do. Lauren brought this amazing book of four part Northern Harmony hymns, so I photocopied a few songs from there to teach the students via solfege. Apparently before a student is allowed to begin an instrument study at the Jean Baptisse school, they must take a full year of solfege. Of course this means the students are killer sight- singers.

Teaching the choir was actually really fun, and I was surprised at how good I was at it. There was one dude who was a bit of a pain, but I was handling him. For my approach, I decided that we all learn each part first and then have some fun switching around so we could all get a better feel and understanding for the other person's part. This tactic worked really well. I also recorded them singing and played it back for them, so they could hear the weak areas and make improvements. We had a great time, and I was impressed with the improvements made just over the course of the hour!

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Also, side note, while I was teaching choir, Lauren was teaching the cutest student ever- Edole. She made that shell necklace for Lauren that she's wearing in the picture. I am kinda jealous!

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We decided to get a little cute this evening, as it was Friday, and go to our usual hang- Florita, for some bebidas and food.

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Serge, the amazing bad ass saxophonist from Friendship Jazz stopped by to chat, as he was in the area. It was so great to chat with him about the concert the night before, and just rehash things. It blows my mind how thankful they are for our time and efforts here, and he kept reiterating how happy he was that I could sing with them all. I hope that he was able to realize how much of a special and exciting event it was for me as well, and how appreciative I was to have a group make me feel so welcome on stage.

Friday nights at Florita apparently have live music! It was the same band that played music under the straw hut for us while we were stranded in that crazy storm. They were so good, man we chilled, ate, and danced for hours. It's amazing- the band is a five piece band of four different percussionists (one who sings) and one harmonic instrument - a mandolin. No wonder why they groove so hard. People were dancing compa all up in the place. (traditional Haitian dance style I've mentioned before.) Alland gave me a mini tutorial, but he kept saying I was doing too much Indian shit in my dancing- too much obvious hip action. I guess it's all about the subtlety of the movement with the Haitians. I finally got the hang of it a bit after a while, but I am no Haitian compa dancer.

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Alland also told us about a specific style of compa dancing known as 'plogé' which literally means to be 'plugged in' (to someone). Alland said this type of dancing is reserved only for your girlfriend. After seeing what it entails, I agree.

Hot Hot Hot

I'm pretty sure this isn't a technical term, but it is hot hot hot as balls today. Like holy s$@*%! Lauren and I tried to go on a early morning excursion to find the grocery store, but between the pounding heat and the constant game of Frogger we are playing dodging motorcyclists on the main road, we gave up. We all get Wednesday mornings off so we coordinated to go do some Internet work at Florita and then check out the neighboring artisanal community that Jacmel is famous for.

I resigned myself from 7 am this morning that I would be a sticky hot mess all day. There was no escaping that. This would be a full sunblock and hat day.

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We gladly sought shelter from the magnitude of the sun at Florita, who's bar is lined with revolving wall fans. You don't even know how clutch fans are until you come to Haiti.

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That's our iguana friend (I forget his name) who lives at The Florita sometimes. Apparently, he too needed some shelter from the beating sun today!

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Jacmel is known for its local art. A lot of the homes that display the art and serve as art studios used to be charming old French mansions from during their reign in Haiti.

I absolutely love looking at handicrafts, so I made the bold trek under stifling heat with Diana and Reginald (a contrabassist from the school) around the various craft hovels. Everything is made by hand, with such vivid colors and care taken in each brush stroke. The Haitian artists tend to create a lot of patterns of fruits or flowers - quite true to their tropical locale. They also do a tremendous amount of weaving- beautiful bags and pot holders hand crafted purely from white straw and dyed straws. Painting is also a frequently practiced trade for these artists - extremely vibrant and vivid paintings of scenery, dancing bodies, and other festive moments dot the sides streets waiting to be bought by foreigners passing by.

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Paper mâché is also a big handicraft here. Vases, masks, jewelry, coasters are all expertly made here by paper mâché and then painted in bright pinks, blues, greens, etc.

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Heidi in a sexy paper mâché mask. Now I know what to be for Halloween next year.

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Along our walk, an older man approached us asking if we'd like to see his shops. His family was from Venezuela so he also spoke Spanish, which meant I could communicate with him and that made me happy! He told me the Haitian community is like one big family. Everyone looks after each other and takes care of each other. He said that all of the artists work together with each other as a collective unit, and so not only did he support us buying from his store, but also the stores of his friends. Because of these collaborative spirit, a lot of the shops have similar things, or slight variations of the pieces.

Even the surrounding area of the artist community is a work of art itself - beautiful, vibrant and color pops of graffiti line the sides of the street. The ocean and lilting palm trees beckon in the back. It looks like a painting itself.

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The outside of one of the shops we were taken to:

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Even as the hot sun was oppressively hanging over us, I couldn't get enough of the shops and the surrounding area. There was just such a beauty and peace to it all. That's our Venezuelan friend we made (sadly, who's name I forgot!) who took us around to all the various artist shops.

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The afternoon was packed with five hours of lessons back to back. The students I had ran the gamut from 12 years old - 50 years old, some instrumentalist wanting to learn how to sing, to some who are experienced, to some just starting out. Regardless of where they are at, everyone is so inquisitive and excited to be singing, it really is amazing and makes me so happy to be able to hand down my knowledge. When I give direction and hear or see that change being carried out and thus improving the musicality of the song, that is just when I feel so so lucky to improve these amazing musicians' knowledge. I am also amazed at how fast of a learner everyone seems to be- it's clear that the Haitian people just have music coursing through their veins.

The other thing that I am realizing is that because English is not known to many of my students, learning lyrics can be quite tedious and take up a large part of the lesson. So we have been learning songs on vowels rather than words, and then add the words in later.

During the evening I went to hear 'Friendship Jazz' rehearse again at the school. There have swag, there is no other way to put it. You can't help but pop your booty when you hear them play. They just have something that can't be taught. They invited me to come sing at their concert tomorrow, which I am really honored and excited about!

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Their rehearsal left me in such a great mood until upon our return we found the power to be out. You have no idea how effing hot it is. Lauren and I did a little power chant under candlelight- we need moving air!!! It was too hot to fall asleep, and finally our prayers were answered with the electricity coming back ! We happily fell asleep, but awoke again to the sauna of the night as once the power went out at 2 am (as it always does each night to save usage of electricity.) Nevertheless, some how we managed to sleep through the night!

Friendship Jazz

Today was another really long day, and my mood experienced many swings throughout the day, but ending on a very high note. I taught 6 lessons today, 1 hour in the morning, and 5 hours in the afternoon, back to back. Only one of the students in the afternoon spoke English (the amazingly talented miss Linia), so it was incredibly taxing- much like my first day of lessons on Saturday. By my fifth lesson of trying to work with broken English, French, Spanish, hand gestures, and seeking out my colleagues to do some basic translating, I couldn't see straight. I wanted to collapse. I wanted to cry. Teaching under heat and with a language barrier is absolutely exhausting! Poor Paul Auguste, my last lesson of the day, he got the short end of the stick - No Energy Neha!

I did have some wonderful lessons throughout the day though. Before I got exhausted, I realized that I am getting used to figuring out ways to communicate with the students that cannot speak English. It is definitely getting a little easier, and I also picking up some small French words important for teaching singing like high, low, loud, soft, head voice, etc. I know, really exciting words to learn in such a beautiful language, but they are necessary!

At some point during the day JD wanted to get some footage of us all playing together for his documentary. So we sight- read through the Cole Porter score of Body and Soul. It was really fun to sing behind a trio of beautiful string players! We definitely needed some rehearsal, but JD and his kids were so encouraging and it was really awesome to have them film us and be a part of their mission over this past year in some small way.

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We don't usually have dinner at Mila's, but we were told that it was going to be good tonight. However, it was quite quite different from what we expected- just a sweet porridge with bread. We weren't even able to stomach two bites and just had to bolt out of there. Even Heidi, the Haitian native, couldn't stomach the dinner, so we didn't feel too bad. Here's the lady who sells bananas every day right outside Mila's home.

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Side note, we are already running out of clean clothes and between the deet, sweat, sunblock, etc etc, a 'load' of laundry needs to be done ASAP. Here's our version of 'throwing in a load.'

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After one failed dinner (at Mila's) and one great dinner (at chandelier's) we headed to the school to watch the band 'Friendship Jazz' rehearse. One of the members of Friendship jazz, a chubby older man with the most mischievous yet warmest smile, had invited me earlier that day to come sing with them and listen.

When I arrived, the group immediately made me feel at ease. They were just the friendliest people ever, and something about their smiles immediately make me feel like they are old friends. They ask me to sit out for a bit while they work on some instrumental pieces. They played 'I Can't Get Started With You,' 'Besame Mucho,' (and when they played this song, you knew what they were saying even though they weren't saying it), some salsa tunes, and a few other tunes. I was blown away by the potential and the talent. Haitians just have music and dance in their blood. I will probably never be able to swing as hard as they do. I was in awe of their humility, and I just wished so much they could even have a fraction of the opportunities we do- with even a little bit of guidance and proper instruction, they would really just kill it so hard.

Here are three of the woodwind/ horn players (the two on either end are brothers)

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They have so much sass when they play, maybe they don't have as much educational knowledge about jazz, but I feel like they bring something to the music that just can't be taught. I hope that I can figure out a way to build a partnership between NEC and this school in Jacmel, as so many people could benefit and flourish from a bit of teaching from our peers and colleagues in Boston. Its been such a tremendous experience, and also an inspiring exchange between both of our cultures. I feel like this trip has been so expansive for me in so many ways already!

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They asked if I would sing with them- so incredibly welcoming and nonjudgmental- just ever so happy to make music! So I sang Misty and Autumn Leaves. They invited me to perform with them in a concert on Thursday too, which I am really looking forward to. This is why they said the named their group 'Friendship Jazz'- because it's an open community where friends of music can come and share and play together.

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Here's the whole group:

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And the band leader:

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Here's the most absurdly killing sax player, there is something about the way he plays and phrases - you just can't stop listening to him! He's also the man who invited me to come sing (but I forget his name!) I want to put him in my pocket and take him back to America, but he wouldn't fit.

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As I was leaving the school, I happened to see the group of old men from the other day, sitting outside in the twilight Haitian sky, enjoying a game of cards. It is tough here in Haiti sometimes, but Haitians love their country and have a tremendous sense of pride for their heritage. I hope to have some of Haiti permanently rub off on me when I go back - Haitian people really really know how to make the most put of everything, and they truly seem to have a zest for life that is inspiring and fulfilling.

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Start Of The Week

As I am passing my time in Jacmel, I am understanding more and more about the Haitian way. They are just so incredibly friendly, and always seem to know how to enjoy each moment. Where ever we go, where ever we walk, everyone is all smiles- strangers, children, all exclaiming bon soir to us. It makes me so happy, and I wonder what makes some cultures so warm and welcoming while others are not.

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I was supposed to teach 7 hours of lessons yesterday, but because of the huge storm, not many students were able to make it to the school. So I ended up only seeing three students. My second lesson of the day was a trumpet player named Charles. He loves jazz so much, and so we spent a lot of time just working on phrasing and expression on 'Autumn Leaves' and 'April In Paris.' He is such a tremendous player and musician, and with some direction around phrasing, emotion and dynamics, he was just beautiful. It was such an incredibly rewarding lesson for me to teach as well- to see right in front of me how the songs transformed with some guidance and direction.

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After lunch I taught a sweet old lady named Miss Norma. She loves music so much, she hangs around school all day, taking music lesson from whoever she can. She plays violin, so she's learning from Heidi, and then always sits in on my voice lessons and will just stay for hours. There's something really adorable and childish about her, like some type of mischief in her eyes. She is such a musical zealot, and has all of these exaggerated hand motions when she speaks but then smiles sweetly at everything. It's so cute.

If we have down time in between lessons, we will just chill in the school's office, as they have wireless (albeit very slow). Alland, the student who took us on our crazy rainstorm adventure, was playing some sick Haitian music in the office, so we just all did some hip shaking and dancing. I implored Alland to put some Haitian songs on my flashdrive to bring back to America with me!

Since some of my students didn't show up, I decided to go back to my dorm and do some work. JD's younger son, Buck (he's nine), is a gregarious, adorable little mini person. He loves to hang out with us (his dad says he's a ladies man), and he will just spend hours just chatting, helping us, hanging out in our room, etc. He loves the ladies! Talks a mile a minute, sometimes so much that I have to tune him out, because he could probably talk all day, and I have to write this blog before I forget everything that happened. He is so much energy! Buck has been home-schooled this last year as he's traveled around the world doing aid work with his dad and brother. Like a true student, he's always finding reasons to not do his homework. But his dad makes sure he completes his work before he's allowed to play. Here's Buck diligently finishing up some work so he can come out with us.

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He's quite precious and so thoughtful, we've gotten used to having him around. We are going to miss him too much when he leaves for Port Au Prince with his family on Wednesday.

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That's me passed out, because I am hot and tired, and Buck is regaling us with long story straight out of his imagination.

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I had many firsts for myself today. This is wash and dry a la Haitian style.

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After my wash and dry set up was complete, it was time for dinner. As I mentioned in an earlier post, we eat most of our meals at this woman Mila's home. Mila has an arrangement with the school to prepare food on a daily basis for professors and workers of the school. Mila is an amazing cook, and makes some of the tastiest food I have ever had. It's also a kickass way for us to become aquatinted with some legit, authentic Haitian food.

Mila has a 10 year old daughter, named Fiame. Fiame is the sweetest girl, with a smile that would light up anyone's day. She's always there to greet us, with that smile that reaches from one ear to the other, and a small glisten in her eye. I wish I were able to speak French so we could communicate more, but we smile at each other a lot and that works!

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It is customary in Haitian culture to eat the biggest meal of the day at lunch. Breakfast and dinner are light meals. We Americans are clearly not used to this. At Mila's for dinner, we had bread, mango and avocado. Heidi encouraged us to eat mango a la Haitian style. This means you bite into the mango with your teeth, rip off a little part of the skin, then continue peeling the skin with your hands until you see the actual meat of the mango. You sort of hold the mango almost as if you are eating chicken off a bone, and just bite into it. This mango might have been the most delicious mango I have ever had in my life - pure sweet, delightful, fresh sugar. I am still dreaming about it. I devoured the mango within minutes. Someone should have given me a bib because I looked like a 2 year old toddler learning how to properly eat but keeps dirtying himself and spitting up. Nevertheless, it was a blissful experience.

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Aline even thoughtfully had a spool of dental floss waiting for us to remove the small strings that get caught in teeth from the mango.

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It was a delightful meal with delightful company.

After our 'dinner' it became clear that we were not used to the Haitian tradition of a light dinner seeing as we were already making plans for our next meal.

We walked to the Florita with Buck, Jack and J.D. to finish our day with an evening of cards, blogging, red wine and peanuts. All in all, another great day.

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Hurricane! (Kind of)

I didn't sleep at all last night. There was an insane downpour, so the mosquitos were out in full force. Between that and the unreliability of the power, it was very difficult to sleep. Nevertheless somehow I woke up this morning feeling recharged. The aftermath of the intense storm last night left it cooler today, and that was a much needed break for us from the intensity of the heat. There are no lessons on Sunday, which was a nice breath for me after the back to back day I had yesterday. Orchestra meets on Sunday, which Lauren, Heidi, and Diana would be helping with (the other three musicians from Boston I came with - all string players). I went to go watch. It was really exciting and brought a huge smile to my face to see all of these musicians, young and old, who came together wanting to learn. The children were all smiles playing their instruments, and you can immediately see just how much music is a necessity like air is, for the Haitian community.

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After orchestra and lunch, we had the rest of the day free to do as we wanted. I have been dying to see the beach since I have gotten here (obviously) so Alland, one of the students at the school and also the secretary for the school, said he would take us.

The beach is not far, but certainly not walkable - about a 20 min drive from the place we are staying. We would go by tap tap, which is a small truck with a canvas roof and bench seats on either side- a form of public transportation for the Haitians. From the outside it sort of looks like the Mexican party bus my friend Erica used to rent for her birthday.

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As we were waiting for the Tap Tap, the inhabitants next door started playing some traditional calypso/Haitian music. The streets are so calm and empty on Sundays, I asked Heidi if she would demonstrate the famous compa style of dancing, a sensual style of dancing Haitians are known for. So we all start attempting this dance in the streets, and the neighbors start cracking up at us as we are just failing to move in the way we should be. Heidi asks if the will demonstrate for us, and so the man grabs his wife and just does it right, and man is it sexy! I want my man dancing with me like that all the time. We start hooting and hollering at the couple, and they laugh- it was kind of one of those magical moments you can only have when traveling.

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It started raining, and the girls became a little hesitant to go to the beach. I was adamant. So we piled into the tap tap, which no joke is like a Haitian clown car! It's like just when you can't seriously believe more people can fit, more people somehow DO fit. People just bang on one of the rods with a Haitian goarde and the driver knows to stop. Someone gets off, and like five more people get on!

We get to the road leading to the beach, and we realize we have to walk about a 1/4 mile to get to the beach. Now, I'm not a princess, but it was muddy as fuuuuuck, and I think at this point the girls started to curse me a bit.

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We walk though the mud and the drizzle, around and about huge piles and piles of trash, until we finally make it to the beach. It's pretty dirty on the beach, but also charming and full of character.

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A little further down some Canadians are playing ball with a group of young Haitian boys. These boys are fast!! And so friendly, showing off for us doing pushups and hand stands, smiling the biggest toothy grin they could make - it was really so cute!

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We splash around in the water a bit

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We don't make it far at all, and all of a sudden the sky opens up the hugest torrential downpour I have ever seen in my life. I literally thought a tornado was coming. We run and take shelter under this huge hut, when Haitians are eating and dancing their faces off. A live band is playing troubadour music and everyone is just living it up and having a great time despite the crazy storm outside. Clearly, we have nothing to do, no where to go, so we join the fun, just dancing and laughing under this torrential downpour.

Somehow Alland manages to get a hold of the tap tap driver by phone and so within 15 minutes time the tap tap driver is here, in the flood and the mud to pick us up. We wade into ankle deep water and climb up into the tap tap, and take off.

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The tap tap is shaky, swaying from side to side in the wind and under the weight of the rain. Inside the tap tap, a group of Haitians are getting wasted off some strong ass rum with sugar cane, drinking right out of the bottle, which for them looks like one of those gasoline canisters. I guess they know how to enjoy a storm!

The ride back was kind of an exhilarating experience, and also hilarious- with haitians drinking In the corner and us huddled under big-ass blue poncho. At some point during the journey, it appears that one of the dudes on the tap tap has to take a piss, and apparently when duty calls, it calls. He stands at the edge of the tap tap, just getting a beating under the rain, unzips, and urinates off the back of the moving tap tap. I have never seen anything like it, but I commend the guy for his resourcefulness!

The whole experience was just enlightening and hilarious, and I feel like I just got a little but more insight into how easy going and chill the Haitians are.

The rain didn't let up all evening so we spent the rest of the day just listening to music, writing and exchanging teaching stories. When we finally became too hungry, we got decked out in our ponchos and tevas and heading to chandelier restaurant for some poissant gros sel. It was a good day.

Soaking it all in

June 17, 2012 Yesterday was the longest day of my life. There are moments in each day where I feel like it is too hard- the heat, the language barrier, and just the crazy disparity between the life I am used to living and the life I live here. And then there are moments where I just feel so taken by the gravity of this experience, and I feel so content and blessed to be here and to have come in contact withal these amazing people in my life.

I began my day at 8 am, teaching voice lessons. The first two lessons of the day were extremely taxing, mostly because we could not understand each other at all. Moreover, the streets are blaring with noise and mostly all lessons are taught in the same room essentially, so it was very tough to rise above all the noise when teaching. It was so difficult on so many levels, under the umbrella of the heat as well, and I just felt Iike crying.

My third lesson of the day was this charming, beautiful sweet girl named Linia. She spoke English. It was immediately so much easier. We did some vocal technique, and then we listened to several jazz standards...as she mentioned that she would like to learn and sing more jazz. We decided on 'Georgia on my Mind,' a tune she was familiar with from listening to Ray Charles' version.

Linia is so gifted, I got goosebumps when she sang. She took direction so well, internalized everything so quickly, and just had an innate knack for it all. For phrasing, emotion...everything. I wanted to put her in my back pocket and take her back to America with me. She was just beautiful in every way. You just realize how much talent is in this community, and how much you just want to give them the world, and these opportunities. As much is it made me happy, it made me sad as well to not be able to give such a talented girl everything she deserved.

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The rest of the day was filled with more back to back lessons. 8 hours of teaching in the heat with language differences was a mental test of endurance for me. But some how I managed to bring energy to each lesson, and seeing the students so happily singing made it so worth it.

Towards the evening, Fritz, the man who's vision became the Jean Baptisse Dessaix Music School, invited us to a dinner of soup and wine to thank us for our time. He is an inspiring, generous, and humble man. Heidi, one of the colleagues that went with us, served as translator between us and Fritz. Listening to Fritz talk about his challenges, and his dreams and vision for the school brought tears to my eyes. He first thanked us profusely for giving our time, taking an airplane to come here, not necessarily always sleeping well, but nevertheless giving our time so generously. He then talked about so many of the problems they face at this school. They wanted to have a large orchestra but there is too much turnover to achieve this. Because there are no universities in Jacmel, most of the really talented and brilliant students of the school end up leaving to Port Au Prince, or the states to pursue opportunities.

The same plight exists with teachers- not much can keep them in Jacmel, so the school has a very hard time finding teachers that can consistently stay on. His dream is to be able to open a arts performance school that would host visual artists, musicians, and actors. He envisions a place with a theater,a huge rehearsal room, smaller classrooms, and a place of sound accommodations to host the professors of music. He estimates that he needs about 3 million US dollars to build this, which is actually not too much money to build an entire school, but naturally it is very difficult to get this money. Fritz has said that so many people come through, promising to help, but the majority of them do not stick to their promises. Still , he is hopeful. His work is so amazing and inspiring that he was invited to the white house in 2010 to accept an award by Michelle Obama, supporting all of his efforts at this school.

After Fritz finished speaking, he invited us to go up and get food. The food they prepared for us was a very delicious and tasty soup filled with spinach, plantains, doughy rolls of flour, spinach, potatoes and beef. It was so tasty, although it was a little rough eating something so hot, while it was so hot!

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JD, whom I mentioned in an earlier post, is an American actor from LA, staying at the dorm of the school. He has such an incredible story and is such an inspiring individual. He has been traveling around the world for the last year with his two young sons doing various types of aide work in various countries all over the world. He created this organization called twelve and twelve with the vision being that he would choose to work for 12 different organizations doing relief work in 12 different countries, spending a month in each place. The types of work him and his sons have done is absolutely incredible. His sons are amazing and generous, so mature for their age, and it's amazing to me that they have traveled all around the world with their dad doing such incredible work.

JD had heard about the Jean Baptisse Dessaix music school and its mission through a friend of a friend, and came here to volunteer his time to shoot hours and hours of video, to create a documentary serving to generate awareness of the school and their needs. Both he and his children are incredible, dynamic and inspiring people, and I encourage you all to check out more about their organization at twelveandtwelve.org.

As I was leaving dinner and walking back to my dorm, I was just soaking it all in. The Haitian streets at night are quite dark and quiet, but there is ton of energy and vivacity emanating all over. A group of older men we playing poker out in the streets under dim lighting, while a family across the way was blasting tradition Haitian dance music, and a pair of young lovers across the way were walking arm in arm. It made me smile.

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We're in Haiti!

Haiti is quite a place. I guess for me, it wasn't really a shock to see the crazy hustle in the airport, the sweltering heat. In many ways my first impression of Haiti reminded me very much of India.

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Fabrice, one of the students and administrators at the school was ready to greet us. He traveled over 3 hours that morning from Jacmel to receive us. Fabrice is a sweet, adorable and jovial young man with chubby cheeks and a dimpled smile. He instantly put us at ease.

The drive from Port Au Prince to Jacmel felt like eternity. Port Au Prince, as you may imagine, is extremely overcrowded and dirty- people everywhere on the street, working, selling just about anything to make money, just utter chaos- but all the while a swagger, pride, and strength they maintain.

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Where Port Au Prince was stuffy, sweltering and very stop and go, the next portion of the journey was extremely picturesque and serene- tiny, narrow, windy roads cutting across huge peaks and valleys of greenery and palm trees.

The drive was over three hours, and the heat made it unbearable at times. Finally, though, we made it.

The Jean Baptisse Dessaix music school is a small school nestled in a row of other businesses and houses. Most of these are very hut like, old dilapidated houses- nothing in this town is new, but there is a charm in the aging and wearing of these buildings. The colors down and around the street are vibrant- orange, green, blues, yellows everywhere.

One of the musicians, Heidi, who came with us from Boston, was actually born and raised in Haiti. She left Haiti when she was 18 and came back for the first time in 15 years with us. She said she was in absolute shock around how things have worsened in this country over the last 15 years that she has been gone.

Our conditions were definitely a bit of a shock to me at first. It's manageable but everything is minimal. The power goes out several times throughout the day and running water is not always available. Not gonna lie, the bathroom freaks me out the most but I am trying to adjust!

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Once arriving at the school we were taken to a small home where we will be eating our meals for the time we are here. It's quite dilapidated and such, so at first it felt like an uncomfortable experience to be eating here, but the food is absolutely amazing, and I feel as though it allows me to get a better sense of Haiti.

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After lunch our schedules were not set as of yet so we had some free time. The heat in the afternoon is unbearable and so I really did not know what to do- and I had a moment where I really wasn't sure if I would survive this trip.

Around 5 pm, Aline (one of the teachers at the school who came over from France for two years to teach, she's amazing and more on her later) asked if I would like to help out with the choir that comes every Friday.

This is when things started turning around. The choir, albeit small, was full of sweet music aficionados, both young and old - all excited to sing. I watched them sing this cute French song called Les Comediens by C. Aznavour and P. Martin- Bres.

After hearing them sing we did some warm ups and then Aline left the class to me. I wasnt really sure what to do- I didn't even have any choral music. So I played some jazz for the students and then we worked on summertime. It was just so fun to see them grooving out and enjoying learning. It was extremely difficult in moments to teach with the language barrier- If I ever come back, it's so important that I at least learn French. It just can be so frustrating at times and the worst part is that I can't even get to know some of my students because we can't communicate. But despite the language barrier I have been finding ways to make it work.

The rest of the girls had already left to go To this hotel in town JD had told us about. I said I would meet them as I was teaching until 7 pm. It was a bit scary walking alone to be honest- stray dogs everywhere, burning trash dotting the sides of some street, young boys darting around on scooters, getting every so close to you but just barely missing you. I finally found my way, entering into this very old bungalow style exposed brick bar with old straw bar chairs, straight out of 1950s Havana , Cuba or at least how I imagine it.

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I can't find my colleagues anywhere but a guy approaches me asking if he can help in anyway. I am smitten immediately, he is SO sexy. Olive skinned, dark hair, tall, beautiful smile. I am a little tongue tied and nervous, he's just too sexy to look in the eye!

We talk for a bit and I ask him where he's from- turns out he's from Berkeley, CA, helping out on his dad's hotel. He says he hasn't seen the girls anywhere, so I decide to go exploring a bit as I can see the ocean nearby.

I walk around as the sun is setting and see some beautiful mural art as I stroll down to the beach.

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The beach is alive - boys playing soccer, people sitting outside a cafe eating and relaxing.

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The beach itself is dirty unfortunately - trash everywhere. But there is definitely an energy out here that I love. I take a look around and then walk back to the hotel, where I run into the girls.

We all get acquainted with the sexy man (his name is Eli), and he joins us and we just spend the evening chatting and chilling. He even brought us four beers for each of us as a Haitian housewarming - the beer is called Prestige, and it's the Haitian local beer. It's actually pretty delicious, and cool and refreshing under the sticky June heat. Beer, good people, sexy man, wall fans... What more can I ask for in my first night in Haiti?!